Paul Hopper (paulhopper) wrote,
Paul Hopper
paulhopper

house shopping can be so frustrating

House shopping has been very tiresome. It's an intimidating process. There's so much money involved and so much to take into consideration. I know it's not like I'd have to live there forever, but it still feels like it nails me down. On the one hand, I like the certainty of knowing the future. On the other hand, there's still so much that I don't know and I don't want to mess myself up by committing to something in one place when some other opportunity could take me somewhere else altogether different.

I think what it all comes down to is that I hate the idea of doing this alone. I've been depending on my family a lot for all of this and I'm really lucky that I haven't driven them crazy yet. (Or lucky that they've been understanding enough to not tell me I've driven them crazy.) I'm glad I can count on my family, but I'll still be moving into a new house by myself. I'm taking all the risk and responsibility. That's scary.

*sigh*
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