Isabelle Grace Hopper was born May 20th at 1:57am, weighing in at 8 lbs 11 oz and measuring 20.5" long. Mom and baby are both doing fine.
So we drove straight from there to the hospital and have been here since. Progress has been slow and we're thinking that baby probably won't be making his/her debut until late tonight or tomorrow morning. Liz is currently getting some much-needed rest.
The room has wifi and a recliner, so I'll be just fine camping out here waiting for baby. I'll probably be taking a nap soon myself, but will post an update when there's a worthwhile update to share.
We had our baby shower this past weekend, with family and friends coming from all over, which was really nice. I think especially for Liz. I know she wishes our parents could be here for the actual birth, but we all know that just isn't practical. So it was nice to have them (and my grandmother!) over this past weekend for the shower. As is always the case, though, the weekend was simply too short.
Mother and baby are both doing well, though. We're at the point in the pregnancy now where there's a doctor appointment every week! All indications are that baby is healthy and progressing normally.
To answer the common questions for anyone who didn't already know... No, we don't know the sex of the baby. Yes, we have names picked out. No, we aren't sharing the names with anyone. Yes, Liz vetoed "Paul 2.0", the middle name "Danger", "Sue" (if it's a boy), "Amadeus Einstein Hopper", and "Bristol Obama Hopper". Oh well, I tried! ;)
Although the baby was very cooperative for the ultrasound and the tech got a good look, we asked her to keep that info to herself. And she did. It's not even in the notes, so the doctor says she doesn't know, either! I have to believe that she could tell from the ultrasound pictures, though. I'm sure the tech included those in the file.
Tonight marks the 5th anniversary of my father's death. What stands out the most for me this time around is the election. Politics was one of those subjects my father and I enjoyed talking about and I know he would have been a very enthusiastic Obama supporter and even more excited about Obama's victory. So I'm sad that he didn't get to see this day. If I didn't watch the election results roll in with him, I know I would've been over at his place the next day to talk endlessly about the election, what led to Obama's victory, our thoughts about McCain and Palin, and speculation about Obama's cabinet, the agenda for the next four years, and future challenges. Basically, we would have talked the subject to death and then some and then talked about it some more. :) So I miss that, both for me and for him, because it's something we both enjoyed.
This weekend, my mother's side of the family is congregating in Ohio for a memorial service for my grandfather, who passed away this August 11th at the age of 78. Poppa was a very nice, loving, gentle man... except when you were playing cards! No, he was actually nice and gentle then, too. You just couldn't trust a word that he said. He liked to build up his hand so that he could do a sneak attack and go down and out all that the same time, leaving you with a bunch of cards in your hand. If the game allowed you to pick up cards from the discard pile, he'd sing "give me, give me what I cry for". And you just knew it was only a matter of time before you did. If he fell behind, he'd claim he was so far down in the hole that he needed a flashlight. (This was usually followed by him going down and out, sticking you with a bunch of points against you, while he worked his way back on top.) He loved puns and wordplay and the only somewhat encouraging thing about playing Boggle with my Grandma and Poppa was that they'd at least cancel out a lot of each other's words!
When my Granddad (my father's father) passed away, I felt like another connection to my own father had died, which made an already sad loss even sadder. When my Poppa passed away, I knew that I still had so much of him in so many other people. It was sad, but easier to deal with. He'd be in failing health for some time and was receiving hospice care at home. The weekend before he passed, he called all his children and grandchildren to say "I love you" one last time and I appreciate that, even if I had a hard time saying anything back. He is dearly missed. This weekend, we mourn his loss and celebrate his life.
As I sit here and think about these two important people in my life, I realize that it's not just memories that help keep them alive, but knowing them so well and being so close to them to know what they would say, how they would react, what they would do in any given situation. They live on, because they're not just stale memories that fade, but memories that return and come alive and, if only for a moment, you know you can look over and see them smiling over there in the corner of the room or singing a little ditty while you're playing cards. And you can't help but to look and smile back.
I love you, Dad! Love you, Poppa!
In a matter of hours, I will be getting married! We have friends and family here (or on their way here) from all over. I'm excited and anxious and... ready for it to be all over with! I'm sure that makes sense to anyone who's gotten married.
The wedding party is all here and accounted for. All the men have their tuxes; all the women have their dresses. As is traditional, I haven't seen Liz's dress. And I won't be seeing her today until she walks down the aisle. I'm so glad I just have to stand there! :) We ran through the rehearsal yesterday and, except for stumbling over my words once, I think everything went rather smoothly. We're less than 9 hours away from the real thing now!
It's almost time to take a few steps away from the busy-ness of work and normal day-to-day life to reflect upon those people, things, experiences, and other gifts for which we are truly thankful. Life can be stressful at times and I often lament that I don't get paid nearly what I should, but I'm thankful that I have a job and one that provides me with a sense of accomplishment at the end of the day. I still mourn the loss of people who've meant something to me, whether they've passed away or just grown distant, but I am thankful that I ever had them in my life at all. Lessons learned the hard way are still learned, good examples of growth. Life is never perfect, but often good, so be thankful for all the many things you have to be thankful for and spend some time this holiday thinking more about what is good in your life than what stresses you out at work or elsewhere.
It's been four years since my father died. I'm tired of going back and re-living that night, playing again the last message my father left on my answering machine followed by the message from my brother saying he was concerned because my father hadn't made it back home yet.
That doesn't mean I've forgotten, though. That day is still with me. My father is still at the top of my thoughts every day. And so I struggle with wanting to allow myself to be happy and, in effect, keep on living while allowing myself to mourn my loss, a loss that's bigger than me, reaches beyond me.
I still grieve. I still mourn. I still cry. I still miss my father. I keep him near and dear to my heart.
In any case, I am getting older. I don't know what it is about being 27 years old that's all that different from being 26 and 364/365 years old, but it feels like, at 27, I'm... an adult. It's not that I'm "supposed" to be an adult and not about external or even internal expectations. It's just what I am. No complaints.
Looks like I never posted here about my promotion. In January, my title changed from "Computer Programmer" to "Software Supervisor". And in a few weeks, I'll be moving from our Southfield office to our Detroit office (those two things aren't related). I'll have my own office again (I've been sharing my office with one of the guys I supervise since we hired him a little over a year ago) and it'll be a little bigger, too. :) Although the commute will be longer, I'll be able to carpool with Liz, her boss, and our friend Julie who was recently hired into the organization, so it shouldn't be too bad.
Can't think of anything else new to report. Life goes on...