Paul Hopper
Paul Hopper [link]
01 June 2004 @ 12:18:00
house shopping can be so frustrating
House shopping has been very tiresome. It's an intimidating process. There's so much money involved and so much to take into consideration. I know it's not like I'd have to live there forever, but it still feels like it nails me down. On the one hand, I like the certainty of knowing the future. On the other hand, there's still so much that I don't know and I don't want to mess myself up by committing to something in one place when some other opportunity could take me somewhere else altogether different.

I think what it all comes down to is that I hate the idea of doing this alone. I've been depending on my family a lot for all of this and I'm really lucky that I haven't driven them crazy yet. (Or lucky that they've been understanding enough to not tell me I've driven them crazy.) I'm glad I can count on my family, but I'll still be moving into a new house by myself. I'm taking all the risk and responsibility. That's scary.

*sigh*
 
 
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Brandi [link] on June 2nd, 2004 - 05:09:33 ET
Hey...
That's exactly why I'm still in an apt. I don't want to buy or live in a house alone. It seems like such a waste.

It makes sense to be scared. If you move into my area and you ever need some company, don't hesitate to call me. I'll email you my numbers.

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